I had a great Monday and Tuesday but ended up working until half 9 last night which messed up my sleep and then I slept it out this morning!
My nutrition hasn't been good today either but I am using this post as a gentle reminder to myself to be compassionate because I have been on furlough from the full-time job since January and signed the redundancy contract today. I have been with the company for the past 7 and a half years and although it means that I can full-time focus on my dream career and progression now, it is still a mad mix of emotions today!
I have recently decided to stop worrying about my weight and start dressing as if I like the way I look because I realised that being slim won't change how happy I am.
I am over 19st and managed a 1 min plank during barre on Monday evening, so I am focusing on fitness and eating for health. I am using the queens/Maeve's mantra of aiming to live my best life and see what happens!
So I missed Combat queens this morning which had been my aim. My hips are in bits and I am a little 'dom-y' (lol) so my plan is, get an oul prosexy, hit an epsom salt bath nice and early this evening, put my feet up for the chat with Jodie and get my workout gear ready for the morning.
I also took the plunge and ordered the signature gymshark QDQ shirt!! I would never ever have ordered it before QDQ, I wore a crop top once in life and evening then I had a maxi skirt sitting above my belly and I was 7 stone slimmer than I am now (it was not a healthy lifestyle!).
So all of this is to say, I love QDQ, I am achieving my goals, my food and exercise don't define my worth, I am going to practise some calm relaxation and self-care this evening and then get up tomorrow and smash some more workouts! Whoop!